Toes in the Sand...

ok... so i started to freak out cause i'm like supposed to find out about college soon...
and a small envelope came from one of 2 top choices yesterday
so i opened it, half expecting a rejection since they didn't send out all that rooming info etc.
BUT i got accepted!


I AM GOING TO CONNETICUIT FOR SCHOOL!!!!!!!!
ahhhh i was sooooooooo excited i almost started to cry...
i can not wait to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ahhhhhhhhhhhh
that made this a great weekend
hope everyone else is awesome

loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

boyfriend/girlfriend quiz that make u feel warm and fuzzy :D..over 160 questions!!
Yay a long survey!
Your name?: jess
Age?: 17
Hair color?: brown
Height?: 5'2"
Weight?: duno
Eye color?: hazel
How do you wear your hair?: down- parted to the side
What style of clothes do you wear?: depends
Do you wear jewelry/watches?: both
Do you have braces?: not anymore!
Contacts/glasses?: both
Zodiac sign?: gemini
When did you first decide you liked them?: ah jeez- december 2004
What's their name?: Ryan
Age?: 20
Hair color?: blond
Height?: like 5'4" ish
Weight?: no clue
Eye color?: blue!
How do they wear their hair?: its getting longer
What style of clothing?: jeans and a t-shirt
Any jewelry/watches?: lots of necklaces
Braces?: hell no
Contacts/Glasses?: nope
Where did you two meet?: school
How did you two meet?: band
What did you first think of them?: hott
What did they first think of you?: didn't really know me
Was it love at first sight?: nope
How old were you when you met them?: 15
How old were they?: 18?
How long have you two known of each other?: ah... 2 years
How long have you been going out?: 1 yr and 9 months
Did you ask them out or the other way?: he asked me
When is your yearly anniversary?: jan 1
Are you happy with this relationship?: yessss
Are they?: yesss
You in love?: yess
Do you think they love you?: i know so
How long do you think you two will last?: we'll see...
Would you die for them?: probably
Would they die for you?: he better... but probably not... not exactly the kinds of things we talk about
Are they the perfect bf/gf?: no
Have you hugged them before?: haha yes yes yes
Kissed them?: definetly
How far have you gone?: not on lj.. .sry
Have you seen them cry?: yes
Have they seen you cry?: definetly
Name 5 things you love about them::
1.: he's hott
2.: he cares about me a lot
3.: we can talk about everything
4.: he tries as hard as he can to be with me
5.: he is extremely studious
Do you find them attractive?: haha yes
Do they find you attractive?: hopefully
What's their best feature?: eyes
What do they think your best feature is?: i duno
Are you turned on by them?: haha yes
They turned on by you?: yes
Have you ever hurt them physically?: haha yeah... not intentionally though
Emotionally?: no
Have they hurt you physically?: no
Emotionally?: no
Do you think you'll break up with them?: no
Or will they break up with you?: no
Will you two even break up?: most likely
You ever play hit them for fun?: yes
If so, how?: duno
Do they play hit you for fun?: not really
If so, how?:
Do you dream of them?: sometimes
Do they dream of you?: yes
What do you two mostly do together?: hang out, go to the movies, go for ice cream
You ever meet their family?: haha yes
You like them?: yes
They like you?: yes
They ever meet your family?: yes
Your family like them?: yes
They like your family?: haha yes
Have both of your families met each other?: parents yes
They like each other?: yes
Do they have a pet?: yes
If so, what kind?: a bird, 2 dogs, and cats
What's the pet's name?: jericho (bird), indy and bailey (dogs), and cats aren't named
Have you ever groped them?: the pets?
They groped you?: hhahahaha
Have you ever done anything sexual?: of course
Have they met your friends?: yes
Do they like them?: yes
Do your friends like them?: yes
Have you met their friends?: most
Do you like them?: yes
Do they like you?: i think so
Do they like chicken or turkey?: chicken
Are they smart?: yes
Good looking?: yes
Good kisser?: definetly
What don't you like about them?: his age!
Anything about them that 'turns you off'?: nope
What about them turns you on?: haha... lots
Have you two danced?: yes
What kind of dance and where?: prom
Do you have a pet?: no
Does your boyfriend/girlfriend like your pet?: no
Have you been to their house?: many a time
Have they been to yours?: see above
How often do you see each other?: ahh... now about once a month
Is it often enough?: hell no
How often would you prefer?: everyday
Would you marry them?: don't think so... but maybe
Would they say 'yes' to you?: duno
Would you consider this a serious relationship?: yes
You in the mood for a hug now?: always
A kiss?: always
Anything in particular?: just him
Do they get jealous easily?: no
Do you get jealous?: eh sometimes
Would you cheat on them?: NO!
Would they cheat on you?: i really don't think so
Are they your first bf/gf?: no
You their first?: kinda
How many have you had?: 3 before him
What are their names?: greg, mike lin, andy
How many crushes have you had?: ah way to many
Do you know how many your bf/gf has had?: a lot i'm sure
If so, how many?: n/a
Would you consider this relationship a mistake?: nope
Do you regret anything you've done with them?: nope
You named any parts of their body?: haha no
What kind of kiss do you prefer?: on the lips
What kind of kiss do you like giving?: any kind
How do they kiss you?: haha i duno
Do you enjoy it?: when he kisses me? yes
Would you change the way they kiss you?: no
If so, how?: n/a
If you two are in school, do you go to the same one?: we used to :(
Do you tell jokes to them?: yes
Do they laugh?: sometimes
Do they tell jokes to you?: yes
Do you laugh?: usually
Are they funny?: yes
Do they think your funny?: i thikn so
Are they mean?: no
Sarcastic?: sometimes
Annoying?: once in a while
Do they think your mean or sarcastic or annoying?: probably all
Are you thinking of them now?: yes!
Do you think their thinking of you?: no... i think he's in class right now
Will you see them soon?: nope
Is it soon enough?: npoe
Does thinking about them make you smile?: yes
Would you be a different person right now if they hadn't have come along?: definetly
Have you given them a hickey?: haha yep
Want to?:
Have they given you a hickey?: no
Want one?: no
Have you two seen a movie?: yes
Been on other dates?: besides a movie? yes
Where's your favorite place to be with them?: haha... doesn't matter
Are they fun to hang out with as a friend?: yess!
What's your favorite talent of theirs?: very good drummer
Once again do you really truly love them?: yes!
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**~Long Survey~** (w/ good grammar and decent, unique questions)
The Basics and Some Personals
Name:: Jess
Age:: 17
Shoe Size:: 8ish
Height:: 5 feet 2 inches ish
Weight:: idk
Pants Size:: haha.. 9 or 7
Shirt Size:: depends
Innie or Outie?: innie
Love Questions
Are you in Love?: yes
Are you single or taken?: taken
If single, for how long?: not
If taken, for how long?: 1 yr and 9 months
If taken, by whom?: ryannn
Do you like guys or girls?: guys
What do you think about Sporty guys?: hot (sometimes)
Smart?: sweet
Dorky?: sure
Popular?: can be
Your Favorites
Kind of Food:: chicken nuggets/fingers
Color:: pink
Song:: ahh too many!
Band:: see above
Singer:: eh.. depends on my mood
CD:: see above
Kind of Music:: soft rock
Animal:: i duno
Place to be?: the beach
Vacation spot:: florida keys
Actor:: yo no se
Actress:: see above
Comedian:: i don't care
Soap Opera:: none
Day Time Talk Show:: is oprah day time? yes... oprah
Game Show:: ah- family feud
All Around Favorite Show:: oh jeez... oc or grey's
Drink:: mountain dew
Restaurant:: la piazza
Number:: 21
Letter:: r
Word:: bro
Your Short Opinion on..
George W. Bush:: yuck
Gay Marriage:: go for it
Rocketing Gas Prices:: HATEEEEE
Minimum Wage ($6.75):: awesome
Drunk Driving:: retarded
Legal Driving Age:: pretty good
Anorexia:: sad
Mary-Kate and Anorexia:: stupid
Lindsay Lohan (18) and her 23-year-old boyfriend:: whatever
Young Marriages:: sure
Young Parents:: not good
Pregnency without a Marriage:: sure... if the parent can afford it etc.
Telemarketers:: go away
Pop Quizzes:: hate
This Survey:: pretty good
Label Your Friends!
Loudest:: ah- depends on their mood... sometimes laura, mostly me
Quietest:: kristen taft
Nicest:: celle probably
Person who doesn't think before they speak:: cassie hill
Outspoken:: ah- alex
Annoying:: depends on my mood
Popular or has best chance of becoming popular:: cassie hill
Best Dressed:: pretty similar style... cassie hill
Worst Dressed:: mostly the same
Sweetest:: 3b
Giving:: alex
Selfish:: none
Ungrateful:: none
Social Butterfly:: hm... den
Will be crowned Most Likely to Succeed by their class:: brittany loriquet
This or That
Soda/Punch: soda
Sour/Sweet: sweet
Summer/Winter: summer
Christmas/Thanksgiving: thanksgiving
Easy/Challenging: usually easy
Light/Dark: dark
Sun/Moon: sun!
TV/Movies: movies
Out with Friends/Out with Family: out with friends
Cat/Dog: dog
Penguin/Dolphin: dolphin
Book/Magazine: depends on mood
Last Questions about the Survey
Did you like the survey?: yeah
Would you reccomend it to a friend?: sure
Where will you put your results?: haha duno
Thanks for coming...: sure!
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lets just start off with...

ALLENTOWN OWNED LONDON!

alright... so much to say... list time go!

AGENDA:

Day 1- December 28th: Arrive in London at 8:30 am... bus to hotel and check it out... walking tour by the meat himself... waste of time but i got a nice pic out of it... lunch on our own... tour london fun... shitty dinner... practice at night  (pretty bad overall)

Day 2- December 29th: Bus Tour around London... beautiful day... Jack and Ben are reunited with the band... another practice... go to dinner followed by "We Will Rock You" which would have been better if i liked Queen... moving on...

Day 3- December 30th: Chill until 11:30... supposed to do a performance in Trafalgar Square but it was pouring... tried to cancel but it didn't work... played 3 songs in the rain then went to...

THE LONDON DUNGEON... well some people did anyway... thanks to cass crying we were able to get out of it... we now have a london dungeon crew ya'll... then we went to the London Eye which was pretty awesome... got some pics of that... and we went out to dinner around there... at leisure... i went with my parents...

next i slept with cassie and kelly... haha way too many fun times that night girls!

 

Day 4- December 31st: Million Hour Tour of lots of places... Buckingham palace which was really cool and some other places... got back around 5:30 ate dinner and got ready for the awesome...

NEW YEAR'S PARTY!!!!!!!! we got together with 2 other bands and Allentown had an awesome ass time...

rang in the new year with all of my friends except the one who means the most... which also happened to be my 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY! ahh... love him so much... moving on...

 

Day 5- January 1st: New Year's Day Parade... it was awesome but not many people cheering : (... then we went back to the hotel.. packed up instruments for the flight home and i went out with my parents... got the cutest fcuk shirt... dinner and stuff... back at night

Day 6- January 2nd: Day before we went home... everyone was excited... went to tour around Oxford University and Tower of London... very fun... went to Covenent Gardens at night... waste of time... then took the tube home which was pretty awesome and chilled the rest of the night...

Day 7- January 3rd: WE COME HOME!!!!! WOO HOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! didn't end up getting back to the school until like 9... got to ry's around 9:30 was home by 10:15 and then we went to bed....

 

all in all it was an amazingly fun time...

 

THROUGHOUT THE TRIP I/WE::::

1. Had a shitting contest... of which i am the proud winner...
2. Kev and I are friends again and that's really awesome
3. Made our own fun and had an amazing time
4. Realized that we have to go back w/o all the band shit and drama

Doubt any of you read all of this but that's ok... i love you all and i'll tell you more if you wanna know more!

<3 always...

I'M SO PUMPED FOR ST. PAT'S PARADE TOMORROW IN NYC!!!!!!!

haha... why am i excited?

1. i get to be a fugly slut on the bus haha helen
2. i get to sit next to my ry... near my loverly (laura!) and my helen... hahahah... amazing times
3. we get to go shopping at the south street seaport when we're done!
4. see #1 again!

haha yayyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited... 2 hr bus ride to and from and from in the dark... utoh.... hahahahahhahahaha... alright i guess that's it... i'm just extremely excited... we get to miss school too!! haha... alright... i'll see you all tomorrow!!!!!!

 

<3 always...

yesterday was the philadelphia st. pat's parade... the bus rides were a lot of fun... especially after what happened on friday... i love you baby!!!!!!!! thank you laura marcelle and kevin for helping through that time... and of course you baby... all of you helped me when i needed you and continue to... laura thank you for calling even before you knew something was wrong... i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!... on saturday we had a short practice and then on saturday night i went to alice's 16th birthday party... that was a lot of fun and i finally took karyn dancing!! haha.. me and helen slow danced too because andrew wouldn't! it's ok helen... i love you! on thursday we have st. pats parade in nyc and that's going to be extremely exciting... we have like a 2 hour bus ride that i get to sit with my ry on and laura's going to come on our bus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! umm... what else... on friday i went to see the play with my mom and my ry came too... it was a lot of fun... even though ry was really tired and really bored... that's ok... he was still with me so it was all good... yesterday after the parade a bunch of us went back to kev's and that was fun... we went in the hottub first and then we all got changed and started to watch bruce almighty which is a very funny movie but hten i had to go so i got home around 8:15 talked with my mom for a bit as did ry and then i went to bed... after thinking about ry's note that we talked about today... so i went to sleep at like 8:45 and got up this morning... it was hard! haha... today i'm staying after until 3 to study spanish so that i can get 5 extra points on my test which i need very badly... i'm getting a C+ now and my mom is probably going to be very mad after she gets the midmark... oh well... not much i can do now... i think that's about it for now... i'm very excited for thursday.. tomorrow we have practice until 4 and then on wednesday we're supposed to have practice until 5 and then i have my rescheduled private lesson at 5:15... my lips are goign to be dead but oh well... today i have to practice after school... ok i think that's it... <3 always...

i just made an epiphany... i believe i'm using the word correctly... finding out a revolation... about myself though so that's kind of awkward i guess... i duno... you can tell me if i'm using it incorrectly... well anyway... it's not really a good thing in fact it's bad... i don't want to say anything because some of you probably realized this before i did and others of you i don't want to change because of this... i don't want to have to feel that anyone has to do anything special.. actually it's probably me that should do something... i know most of you are going to get mad that i'm not sharing what it is... i guess it's sort of private... i just had this realization and i had to get it out somehow... i guess this is my way... wow... i feel really alone i guess... that could be a hint i suppose... some of you probably already know what i've just come to realize... but it's really bad on my part... after something happens i'm not going to have anyone if i keep going the way i am... but i don't want to change it... like here i am online and theres a ton of people on but i'm not having a real conversation with any of them... not even my friends... oh well... i have to go now... dinner time then shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

<3 always...

just wanted to let you all know... for my friends page i wanted the subtitle to be "hard surfboard in your pants" but karyn wouldn't allow me... something about the "integrity" of my page... whatever... i thought it was a very good idea... i'm sure most of you agree... ok

<3 always...

My ABC's

A - Age you got your first kiss: i think it was the summer before 8th grade... but i'm not positive

B - Band listening to right now: none

C - Crush: hm... i duno... maybe oen of you could help me out

D - Dad's name: Mike

E - Easiest person to talk to: depends on the day... usually amanda or ry of course

F - Favorite bands at the moment: audioslave mostly

G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: bears

H - Hometown: cream ridge

I - Instruments: trumpet and bells and not really but kinda timpani

J- Junior High: upper freehold regional elementary/middle school

K - Kids: five boys

L - Longest car ride ever: hmm... its a tie between maine and home from michigan

M - Mom's name: susan

N - Nicknames: jess, jessie, boo, baby... i think thats all of them

O - One wish: to live a wonderful life

P - Phobia[s]: shots... big dogs

Q - Quote: from my dad the day i got a concussion "toughin (sp?) up"

R - Reason to smile: my ry and my friends and my family

S - Song you sang last: duno

T - Time you woke up [today]: hmm the first time 5:42am and then again at 7:22 haha

U - Unknown fact about me: umm... my greatest fear is not finding someone i can spend the rest of my life with

V - Vegetable you hate: lots

W - Worst habit(s): don't know

X - X-rays you've had: hmm... i can't remember what it was for

Y - Yummy food: pizza, bagels... lots of food.. i like starches! haha

Z - Zodiac sign: gemini... yeah katie!


well this week in school has been really exciting... monday was testing so we had 20 minute periods... tuesday was yesterday and a half day... and then today we had a delayed opening! haha... very exciting... tomorrow the day is going to pass SO slowly then we have mb practice then i get to go shopping! woot woot!!!!!! florida in 15 days!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited... yesterday after school i went over my ry's house and we had a lot of fun... haha right baby?... what else... i think that's about it... i didn't update for a while so i figured i'd let you all know what i was up to... and that's it... ok....

<3 always...

First best friend: umm... mark rielly!
First car: ummm none
First kiss: andrew castagliola

First screen name: i don't remember... something with soocer and 35
First self purchased album: no clue
First funeral: my grandpa's this summer
First pets: never had any
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First musician you remember hearing in your house: no clue
Last car ride: with ry coming home from ice skating
Last kiss: umm... about an hour ago
Last good cry: hmm i duno
Last library book checked out: umm... yeahh aobut that... no clue
Last movie seen: million dollar baby
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: hot dog
Last crush: current or last? current ry last chad
Last phone call: hmm... my mom?
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: my adidas
Last cd played: audioslave
Last item bought: a hot dog
Last annoyance: ben
Last disappointment: ben
Last time wanting to die: when i was sick last... i duno
Last time scolded: hmm i duno... i don't get scolded anymore
Last shirt worn: my black one
Last website visited: this one
Last song you sang: a song at ice skating... can't remember
Last color socks are you wearing? i'm not
What color of underwear are you wearing? tan oh baby
What time did you wake up today? 5:41

FUTURE
Where do you want to go? ireland
What is your career going to be? Pediatric physical therepist
Where are you going to live? duno... virginia is nice but i'll probably stay here
How many kids do you want? 5 boys

CURRENT
Current mood: indifferent
Current music: none
Current taste: brushed teeth
Current hair: up
Current clothes: pj's!

(x)You've done
(_)You haven't done

(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( )kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(x_) ridden in a taxi
(_) been fired
(_) been in a fist fight
(_) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(_) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger. Avdyl has! Ha ha.
(_) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
( ) had a crush on a teacher oooooohhh YES
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
( ) skipped school
( ) cut myself on purpose
( ) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(x) Punched a friend
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival
(x_) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college (sat in on classes)
(_) graduated college
(_) tried killing yourself
(x_) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

UNIQUE --
1. Nervous Habits? none that i know of
2. Are you double jointed? No
3. Can you roll your tongue? Yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? no PR!
5. Can you blow spit bubbles? haha yes and i can show you if you like
6. Can you cross your eyes? no gross
7. Do you make your bed daily? YES!

-- CLOTHES --
10. Which shoe goes on first? right
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? probably
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? depends on what type of bills i have
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? the necklace my ry gave me for valentine's day
14. Favorite piece of clothing? my jeans with the pockets... haha i know that clears things up

-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? cut it
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? nope
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? chocolate or choc chip mint
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? umm about 4 different kinds
19. What's your favourite beverage? arizona ice tea
20. What's your favorite restaurant? umm... haha... i duno
21. Do you cook? some things

-- GROOMING --
22. How often do you brush your teeth? 2 times a day
23. Hair drying method? depends... sometimes a dryer
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? nope

-- MANNERS --
25. Do you swear? usually not... unless it's soccer season
26. Do you ever spit? no unless it's when i talk haha

-- WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE --
27. Animal? wolly mamomth just kidding i duno
28. Food? chicken fingers
29. Month? june or july
30. Day? thursday
31. Favorite Cartoon Character- otto from rocket power
32. Shoe Brand? adidas
33. Subject in school? history
34. Color? blue
35. Sport? soccer
36. TV show? the OC and summerland

-- IN AND AROUND --
41. The CD player? audioslave and a bunch of others
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? hmm probably either my mom or ry
43. Ever taken a cab? yes
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? hmm i guess
45. What color is your bedroom? lavender
46. Do you use an alarm clock? oh yeah
47. Window seat or aisle? Aisle

-- LA LA LAND --
48. What's your sleeping position? on my stomach
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? o yes... can't sleep without it
50. Do you snore? hope not
51. Do you sleepwalk? don't think so
52. Do you talk in your sleep? yes haha
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? hmm woudln't you like to know? of course i do
54. How about with the light on? definetly not
55. Do you sleep wiht the tv or radio on? nope



--Goth--
Do you wear black eyeliner?: yes i do
How much black clothing do you own?: i have quite a few black shirts
Do you think about death often?: don't think so
Do you want to die?: not yet
Are you a social outcast?: no
Are you pale?: nope
Do you cut?: no
Do you like Hot Topic?: not especially

--Skater Punk--
Can you skateboard?: no
How often do you go into Vans?: whenever amanda wants to see if they have any shoes for her
What's your sneaker brand?: adidas again
Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: of course
Are the long skater cuts: sure no clue
How much do you get in trouble?: not a lot
Do you listen to the bands who are considered "posers"?: probably.
How many piercings do you have?: just my ears

--Prep--
How often do you say the word "like"?: i duno you tell me
Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: nope
Are the A&F models hot? some
How many purses do you own?: 2
Is lip gloss a must?: nope
How often do you wear makeup?: always
Ever had a manicure?: yes.
Rock music is bad, right?: no
Are you ever ditzy?: probably aren't we all?
Do you own high heels?: yes
Have you ever said "Oh my gosh"?: i don't think so... like when iwas younger idid
Are you a cheerleader?: no

--Hippie--
Is your hair long?: no
Are you a vegetarian?: no
Do you own a tye dye shirt?: don't think so
Do you want peace?: sure why not?
Do you want to save the animals?: some of them yeah
What do you think about the war? this war? stupid
Have you ever made a peace sign with your two fingers?: who hasn't?

--Gangsta--
Are you from the ghetto?: no
Do you own "bling bling"?: no.
What do you think about do-rags?: yuck
Do you like rap?: some
How about hip-hop?: some
Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: sure no clue
What do you think about afros?: depends has to go with the person
Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: hahah... no but dan z probably has! haha morgana!

--Frat--
Is life a party?: definetly
How often do you get drunk?: once in a blue mooon... hardly ever
What's the point of getting drunk anyway?: to see everyone else drunk
Do you care about your grades?: of course
Do you need an attitude adjustment?: towards my mom sometimes haha

How far have you been?: i'll tell you if you're my firend... actually if you're my friend and have asked me you already know

--Emo--
How often do you cry?: not TOO often
Do you have an ex?: yes
Do you have an acoustic guitar?: no
Are you emotional?: i'd say so
Do you like soft music?: depends
Do people understand you?: some do
Do you write your own songs?: nope

--Jock--
Do you play any sports?: yes
How important are they to you?: pretty important
How important is your reputation?: good
Do you pick on the geeky kids?: no i am one! haha... of course i do
What do you think about football?: i love it! morgana!
Are you considered a bully by anyone?: definetly

--Geek--
Do you wear glasses?: depends... i used to
Do you get good grades?: yeah most of the time
Are you smart?: yes
Do you use an inhaler?: used to
Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?:no.
Does your mom buy your clothes?: not without me
How often are you on the computer?: depends
Do you get picked on?: probably but not usually to my face


last night ice skating was a lot of fun! haha... yeah tonight is celery's birthday quest and it should be really fun... i'm excited... haha... the usual suspects and the boys are coming so it'll be a lot of fun! haha... dinner at friday's and then the movies!! haha... yayyyyyyyyyyyy.... ooo ally's coming too! i almost forgot! but she's cool... haha... alright... i'm out see most of you tonight!

real quick... my wishes came true! we got a 1/2 day monday and no school tuesday... today was testing and really boring but then the rest of the day went really quickly... tomorrow is more testing then marching band then to the mall for celery's gift with kev ry and dani AND MARCELLE'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! then friday is the ice skating party and ry is going!!!!!!!!! haha yayyyyyyy... and saturday we're all going out for celery's birthday and we have marching band in the morning... very exciting weekend.. i'm stoked!!!!!!! haha.. ok thats it... time to watch some television with my mommy!!!!!!!!!! see you all tomorrow

wow... laura's was amazing!!! haha... she was out by like 11 but then we stayed up and ry left at like 12 and then we played never have i ever and it was really interesting... you find out a lot of interesting things that way... haha... yeah and then me and helen fell asleep around 1:30 and apparently i was talking but not completing my sentences except when i said "stop making fun of me" i think that's pretty funny... so alex and marcelle were making fun of me for that... they didn't get to bed until like 3 or 4... crazy kids... haha... then we had an amazing breakfast curtesy of mrs. koons... all in all it was an awesome night with the chicas... i forgot how much fun it is just talking with them and talking about our lives... my sister came to get me at like 12 today... so i wasn't the first one to leave for a change... it was really cool... haha.... helen... i ride the train!!! hahahahaha... the os!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hells yeah... haha... that was awesome... we have more in common than i thought... wow... that's pretty gross... hahahhaa... amazing times at the koons residence... kev and matt law and andrew left around 10 after we watched saw which was really disgusting and creepy but not scary... so it wasn't that bad... tomorrow is school... maybe we'll get another 1/2 day because it's supposed to snow and sleet and stuff and then snow again tomorrow night... i'm hoping for no school on tuesday... sledding time!! haha... then we have testing this week so that means short periods!!!!!!!! woot woot!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited... then on thursday is marcelle's b-day!!!!!!!!! very exciting!!!!!!!!! haha... i'm soooo excited.... st. pats is coming up and that's totally awesome... bus ride to nyc is going to be amazing!!!!!!!! haha i'm so stoked... ooo on friday is the ice skating party with the "jazz band" even though we're not playing and on saturday is dinner and a movie for celery's b-day... i'm so excited for everything coming up!!!!!!!!!!! alright... i guess that's it...

<3 always...

not really anything new...
tried to have a talk about what happened... didn't really work but we're all cool anyway... so i guess it's all good... i just saw this on alexandria's lj and figured it looked like fun so i filled it out for her and decided to put it on mine... so here ya go... fill this out for me and put it on urs and i'll fill it out for you!

What Would You Do If:

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:

QUESTIONS:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you adore me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

ok... everythings back to normal now which is good... i really didn't mean to upset anyone so i'm sorry... i'm just glad i have all of my friends back... me and alex are good again and kev doesn't hate me so it's all good... hmm... lets see... what happened since then... spent the weekend at my cousins like i said and it was a lot of fun... haha... me and my ry talked a lot that night... sunday we all know about... quite the interesting day to put it mildly... then monday seemed to go on forever.. .watched 2 movies... mr. 3000 and friday night lights... then came back to school late on tuesday and here we are... got an early dismissal today so that was cool.. hopefully tomorrow we'll get a delayed opening... haz thinks we're guna get off due to "lack of interest" but we'll see what happens... haha... as lame as it sounds i really don't wanna get off... i mean... tomorrow i have to spend time with my friends talking about everything and see my ry now that he may not be able to come to laura's on saturday... he has to work... not cool... but oh well... what can ya do?... i'll still be with the usual suspects! haha... good times... alright i guess that's it...

 

<3 always...

edit// If you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad -- just so long as it happened.

today was the BEST VALENTINE'S DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my ry bought me roses and we're going out tonight... i'm VERY excited... spending time with him is absolutely amazing... and this week my parents are going to florida so they leave on thursday and me and amanda are home alone... ut oh... and then on friday at like 8 we're going to my aunt's house because we're guna chill with my awesome cousin katie and her amazingly funny friend xtina... haha... so on saturday there's not guna be any parents home at her house because they're sleeping out and on sunday all of us girls are guna go shopping... VERY exciting stuff!!!!!!!!!!! on thurday we will probably have jazz after school but then me and amanda are guna go out to dinner and then we're guna rent/watch the notebook with my ry and then on friday amanda has work so we'll see what happens... haha... i'm just very excited that my parents are leaving and today is valentine's day and i get to spend it with my ry and all of you that don't have a valentine... mainly one person that i'm thinking of... is probably annoyed and disgusted at this but i don't care because i am truly happy and i don't think you should have a problem with that... rather you should appreciate it because its what you used to have... oh well... i'm talking to my cousin now for all of you taht don't know it's katie and she's 2 weeks older than me so we're mad tight and tell each other everything which is why i'm so excited to see her again because i haven't seen her in like forever!!!! ahhhhhh i miss her!!!!!!!! hahaha... hmm yeah pissed off... thought i was going to be able to see the pro bowl last night but noooo both of my parents are retarded... but i can't hate them too much because they're leaving on thursday and on wednesday we're going out to dinner so it's not like they're going to be home and annoying me haha... because wednesday is my daddy's birthday!!!!!!!! i know you all care so that's why i told you... alright i guess that's it... i'm very happy though!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.... best valentine's day EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3 always...

HAVE YOU
1. Kissed your cousin: not in that way
2. Ran away: no but i thought about it... kinda haha
4. Skipped school: nope
5. Broken someone's heart: i duno.. .does chad count?
6. Been in love: yes well am
7. Cried when someone died?: yes
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: probably
9. Broken a bone: not yet
10. Done something embarrassing: yes... who hasn't?
11. Done a drug: not yet... haha
12. Cried in school: yep
WHICH IS BETTER

13. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
14. Sprite or 7UP: Sprite
15. Girls or Guys: Guys
16. Flowers or Candy: depends
17. Scruffy or Clean Shaven: clean shaven... most of the time
18. Blondes or Brunettes: no preferance
19. Bitchy or Slutty: bitchy
20. Tall or Short: tall
21. Pants or Shorts: shorts
22. Night or Day: Night

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX

23. What do you notice first: smile
24. Last person you slow danced with: that was a while ago... chris kubik 8th grade dance
25. Worst Question To Ask: this one

THE LAST TIME YOU
25. Kissed: today... umm about 5:20 haha
26. Showered: this morning
27. Stepped outside: at like 5:20 haha
28. Had sex: didn't

RANDOM
30. romatic memory?: the moons... you* know
31. Person You Dislike Most?: there's too many to put one person at the top
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: my ry
33. On your desk: lots of papers and cds
34. Pictures on your desktop: hills and clouds
35. Color: blue
36. Movie: THE BREAKFAST CLUB!
37. Artist: picasso... the only one i know haha
38. Cars: 2005 mustang
39. Ice Cream: chocolate
40. Season: summer
41. Breakfast Food: french toast the way my daddy makes it

WHo
42. Makes you laugh the most: all my friends haha... for different reasons
43. Makes you smile: my ry and my friends
44. Can make you feel better no matter what: see above
45. Has a crush on you: ryan i hope haha
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yes and if you don't know who i feel really bad for you
47. Who Has it easier, girls or guys? depends on the situation
48. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: you know this

HAVE YOU EVER

49. Sat by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: no
50. Saved AIM conversations: of course
51. Saved E-mails: YES... there's 7 on my comp right now
52. Forward secret E-mails: probably
53. Wish you were someone else: not really no
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: wouldn't you like to know...
55. Wear perfume/cologne: of course
57. Cuddle: yes!
58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: no
59. Fallen for your best friend?: duno
61. Kissed two people in the same day?: like kiss kiss no
62. Had sex with two different people in the same day?: haha nope
63. Been rejected: no
64. Been in love?: yes
65. Been in lust?: yes
66. Used someone?: probably but i can't remember exactly
67. Been used?: probably
68. Cheated on someone?: nope and don't plan to
69. Been cheated on?: i hope not
70. Been kissed?: no! hha... definetly kidding as most of you know
71. Done something you regret?: yes

LAST PERSON

72. You touched?: amanda
73. You talked to?: amanda
74. You hugged?: my mom
75. You instant messaged?: marcelle
77. You yelled at?: hmm.... can't remember
78. You thought about?: take a shot in the dark
79. Who text messaged you?: no one
80. Who broke your heart?: no one
81. Who told you they loved you?: hmm... my ry!

DO YOU...

82. Color your hair?: nope
83. Have tattoos?: nope
84. Have piercings? only ears
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: sort of... pretty much
86. Own a webcam?: no
87. Own a thong?: yes
88. Ever get off the dang computer?: yes
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: sure
91. Quack?: no

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...

92. Stolen anything? not yet
93. Smoke?: not yet
94. Schizophrenic?: nope
95. Obsessive?: i don't think so
96. Compulsive?: see above
97. Obsessive compulsive? no
98. Panic?: i do sometimes
99. Anxious?: yes

LAST QUESTION:
100. What do you wish for more than anything in the world?
i don't know... it always changes




got this survey from marcelle or alex... take your pick becasue they both did it... take it and fill it out on your livejournal! haha... tomorrow is finally friday which means on saturday i can sleep in!! haha... tomorrow me and my sister will venture to the outlets to get my padre a birthday present and for another secret mission... haha... you'll never guess what it is!... on saturday we get to go over alexandria's! the usual suspects and some additionals... obviously... i'm very excited because the usual suspects are amazing! haha... alright... got a 96 on the chem test mostly due to extra credit but you know... whatever works... my ry's not on now so i'm guna go... the OC IS ON SOON! haha wahoooooooooooooo i love that show... alright good bye all... see you tomorrow!

<3 always...

alright lets see... since wednesdayy... not too many exciting things until friday... haha yeahhh... so lets see.. delayed opening on friday and so that gave me 2 more hours to sleep... score! haha... then i got my haircut it's pretty much the smae just shorter my mom's not to crazy about it but i don't care then yesterday i woke up at like 11 and did my homework and ran and then went bowling! with alexandria, ry, cells, and eric and it was soooooo much fun! i bowled like a 45 the second game and only because the thing cheated for me! hahaha... i love it... so we got done at like 8:30 and waited for cell's mom to get her, eric, and alexandria then ry took me home and it was a lot of fun... we MUST do that again hahaha... what else... so today was church for the first time in a month so i'm not really complaining and tonight is kev's if ry can give me a ride... i also have soccer today so i'm guna be late to kev's but at least my mom is letting me go and not being totally gay which is pretty good for her... haha... i know i'm a good kid! my ry is running right now so i'm kinda bored my sis wants me to make mac and cheese so i'll do that shortly... i think that's about it for now... pretty awesome weekend and tonight will be a good ending i hope... haha... it was last year so we'll just have to see... see you all tomorrow or tonight!

<3 always...

yeppp... its been a few days if i recall correctly... changed semesters... didn't do too well on my finals last semester but ya know what... thats fine... until my mom sees them... lets see...

gym: a lot of fun... kar, air, natalia! haha... yeah... we have some good times...

chem honors: haz is probably one of the funniest guys i've ever had for anything... good teacher so far... then again it's only the second day... good class... a lot of the same ones from cbh! haha... there were some interesting inside jokes from that class...

band: enough said

spanish 3 honors: i really don't like this class... it could die and i wouldn't mind at all... that pretty much sums it up... pretty good kids in it if i knew any spanish i would probably be doing pretty well right now...

so that's my semester so far... my classes and waht i think of them... had another lesson with pete today... the fifth one so far and i really like them... like last week i was studying for finals and what not and really stressed out... due partially to one person... and then i had to go to lessons and it really melloed(sp?) me out... i mean... i left feeling a lot better than i was when i went in... so i guess thats good... last night was dinner with ryan and mrs. ohare which was fun... she's such a nice lady and ry speaks for himself... haha... yeahhhhhhhh... a month already... believable? haha... i guess that's it... everything else is good... haha...

<3 always...

stole this from celle who stole it from caitlin:

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. jessica
2. jess
3. boo (if you're lucky/smart you get it)

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. hmm... my eyes
2. my divsersibility (soccer, band, school)
3. that i can make my ry smile!

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my stomach
2. my chin
3. my unforgivibility... nice word i know

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. polish
2. russian
3. american!

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. spiders
2. needles
3. clowns sometimes

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. clothes
2. contacts/glasses
3. a toothbrush

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. sweatpants
2. allentown soccer sweatshirt
3. socks

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. audio slave
2. dashboard confessional/tool
3. the killers

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. #12 on audio slave
2. anemia by tool
3. beautiful soul by jesse mccartney

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. working at summer camp with youngins
2. going to the beach with ry... the beach isn't new but whatever
3. having fun on family vacation this summer

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. TRUST
2. passion
3. compatibility

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no order - guess which are which?):
1. i love my ry
2. my favorite color is purple
3. i eat a lot of oatmeal

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eyes
2. smile
3. hands

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN’T DO:
1. memorize this irish music
2. hit a baseball
3. run for a long time

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. reading
2. dancing crazily in my room
3. talking to some people....

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. go back to ashleys!
2. do something think perverted
3. go to soccer so that it can be over

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING:
1. pediatric physical therepist
2. teacher
3. lets go with the politically correct on this one... "home-maker"

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. the beach
2. london
3. virginia... even though i've already gone twice

THREE KID’S NAMES
1. bryan
2. christopher
3. dylan

THREE MUST-WATCH TV SHOWS
1. the OC
2. my super sweet sixteen
3. music videos

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. bungee jump
2. have lots of kids (5ish) and help kids
3. get married


now that that's over... i'll really update!! haha... last night was ashley's super sweet eighteenth birthday and it was so much fun! me, ashley, jenny maguire, katie lauritsen, cassie, kristen cook, dani! we had such amazing times playing scene it and everything else... birthday cake at like 1 in the morning... nobody eating dinner so everyone standing around and mama lauritsen breaking the corkscrew because she's just too strong for the bottle... haha... it was pretty crazy! mrs. morris this morning not understanding anything anybody's trying to ask her... do you have any juice? what kind of shoes? hahaha... what kind of bagles do you have... it's oscar myer extra thick (bacon) hahaha... wow... some really good times girls... we definetly need to do that again... i get home and my mom asks if i got enough sleep.. i was like yeah i got 8 hours... 2-10! haha... she didn't need to know the last part... alright i guess thats about it... we had some amazing times though.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!!!!!!

wow... today was a lot of fun... so i wake up around 10:30 and eat breakfast then we go sledding at the golf course with pappy... then we get home and eat lunch and by now it's like 2 so i come online and talk to ry and me and ry and amanda and kev go sledding again... omg it was so funny... me and amanda and kev tried to go down on one sled with me in the front well we all didn't fit so i fell off and they kept goin and then they both fell off at the bottom hahaha... it was a lot of fun though... i saw a lot of people from school and stuff so it was fun... hmm... yeah thats about all i did today... i practiced my trumpet but i have to do that everyday... haha... yeahh... tomorrow i have a double prac... frist jb where i really don't have to do anything then cracked eggs and famous last words have a combined practice oh well... those are ok brendon is really funny and so is ryan s and i'm right in between both of them!! exciting hahahaha... ooo yesterday i played ddr for like 2 hours and figured out that i only can't beat 2 songs on light mode... hahah i'm so flippin proud of myself!!!!!!!!!!! alright that's it for now... i'll see you all tomorrow!

<3 always...